I've been realizing lately that there is SO MUCH MORE that I could be putting into dance. The harder I work, the harder I can work; the more I see how much I need to put into this to make it beautiful; to make it worthwhile. It's a cycle of perfection that is fulfilling but also can be draining without God in the middle.
And that's another crazy thing. The more I pray the more I realize there is SO MUCH MORE that I could be giving to the Lord. There are crevices and cracks in my heart that I haven't handed over to Him and the Devil takes advantage of that. I came to God today, and I realized I was scared to give Him everything. Scared to give Him it all.
And then a song began to play: "Take me deeper where my trust is without borders, let me walk upon the waters wherever you may call me." -Oceans, Hillsong United
So why am I not working my hardest, practicing with every chance I have? I must give all my energy. I see that lack in myself when I dance, and I tell myself so.
Why am I not growing in my prayer life with every chance I have? Why don't I take every opportunity?
Why am I holding back?
Take me deeper where my trust is without borders. Let me walk upon the waters, wherever you may call me! Yes yes yes yes yes! Father, I was literally, physically, jumping with joy when this song was played. Fulfill that joy. Take me deeper.
Mandy
And that's another crazy thing. The more I pray the more I realize there is SO MUCH MORE that I could be giving to the Lord. There are crevices and cracks in my heart that I haven't handed over to Him and the Devil takes advantage of that. I came to God today, and I realized I was scared to give Him everything. Scared to give Him it all.
And then a song began to play: "Take me deeper where my trust is without borders, let me walk upon the waters wherever you may call me." -Oceans, Hillsong United
So why am I not working my hardest, practicing with every chance I have? I must give all my energy. I see that lack in myself when I dance, and I tell myself so.
Why am I not growing in my prayer life with every chance I have? Why don't I take every opportunity?
Why am I holding back?
Take me deeper where my trust is without borders. Let me walk upon the waters, wherever you may call me! Yes yes yes yes yes! Father, I was literally, physically, jumping with joy when this song was played. Fulfill that joy. Take me deeper.
Mandy
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